Mid July

Hello People :)

I have to keep it short today. I shouldn't even really be wasting time online right now. But it's not a waste, right???

Since everything happened with Midnite, I have been feeling really bad and weird about a lot of stuff, stuff that isn't even connected to the situation or feelings about it. Just a lot of bad thoughts and feelings towards ~stuff~. The situation on the block has been pretty uncomfortable. Yesterday though I reached out to some of my neighbors to try to make some peace or at least clear the air. It went pretty well and I am feeling a lot better about things. Like, able to go outside. And able to close my eyes. Not feeling a lot better about other things but it's like everyone took a deep breath and finally let it out. It's been a really hard situation. Harder than anything else yet. Being caught up in not only emotional stakes but being put in a position of imposing legal and financial ramifications is like way too much fucking pressure. I do not like being put in a judgment-passing position. I know a lot of people like having that kind of power but it is not for me. Especially because all of it lies in supporting the System and it's got all these onioney-layers of animal welfare/rights/support/etc. Blergh.

Anywayzzz... here is your single photo for the day:

Ummm yeah it's dead food. Actually though, Mels ate all the remaining cookie pieces after I licked them all of their creme.... So, they were lucky. Those chips were not so lucky.... I can't stand eating store-bought tortilla chips anymore. Everything else was good though!!! Whateverz!!!

Now, I must go get ready for the art show and here is a glimpse into these drawings that were giving me so much grief!!!!!!!!!!!

I felt so much better after dropping these off and getting them off my hands. But I must say that my spirit was most greatly improved by marathoning season 2 of Rupauls Drag Race followed by XD viewing of new Harry Potter. *at peace* .... just want to add, on the note of XD... okay the seats are a lot nicer, the screen is super huge (still I think smaller than the big one at the Loft...) but who the hell was the interior designer???? Holy shit!!!!! It's like sooooooo 90s in there. Not in a good way. They like scavenged some shitty Planet Hollywood for the doors or some shit and just everything about it was cheezy and stupid. But comfortable, loud, big and crisp. Sigh. Plus we were somehow sitting in some weird family section with an adult-ish HP geek with her two seperated parents sitting on either side of her with a cooler and about $75 worth of Trader Joes snacks (the Mom was drunk)... and a bunch of littler-kids with their uncle who were strangely quiet and respectful during the movie... so funny... I would type more but I gotta go!!!! Crikey!!!!

Okay, Love you,
Smog